Just Life I Guess

All you people who are telling me things that bring me down, go to hell. I'm sorry but it's just starting to piss me off. I already have enough anxiety from everything going on in my life and I don't need anyone to add to it. Half the time I feel like I can't breath or eat. I can't handle much more. I'm going to prove it all wrong, though. Just watch.
And on another note, more positive note...
I love you, Samuel. I will forever. Even if you don't love me. I will never stop loving you. I can't not love you. I know you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. If I ever happen to tell you I hate you, never believe it. Because it's not true.

Just a Couple Thoughts

It's interesting how the one person you want to talk to most, that you want to feel close to and happy with... Is the person who never asks you if you want to spend time together and neglects talking to you. Then there is everyone else in the world with their buckets of concern and I just kick their stupid buckets over and watch them stretch thin and useless. I don't want them. I want him.

I was happy with him. I always will be happy with him. No one could replace him. Even if he leaves me for someone else, which I know he won't, but if he did... He would be the only one in my heart. I will love him forever. And that's not a lie or said light-heartedly. I WILL love him forever.

Dang.

Wow, I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted something on here. I dunno, life is just... AHHHHH! I don't know. Ups and downs, just like it always is. There isn't anything I wanted to particularly focus on, I just wanted to post something. Anything. Maybe I'll do better this time around. Peace out.