RAWR

Wow... Blah... Ugh... Meh.. Erm... Poo... Blarg... Noogie... Elmo... Grover... Big Bird... Seminary... Ryelle... Math... Beast... Stupid... KATIE!... Ahhh... Hahaha... Crazy... Wow... Sam... Love... Happy... Smile... Hair... Thick... Mmmm... Lips... Wow... Wow... Wow...Wow... Mind... Boggling... Crazy... HAPPY... Life... Marriage... Spouse... Sam... Jumping... Ear... Blah...Hurting... Plugged... Hate... Throbbing... Ugh... Unhappy... Sneezing... Pee... Hahahaha... Jeez... Sleep... Food... Phlegm... Eww... Insane... Rip... Hair... Cut!...

Okay I'm done.

The Return of the Blogger

*dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun*

Yes, I'm aware that it's terrifying and horrifically surprising that I have returned to my blog after it lie useless and sadly pathetic for over a month. The poor thing is sucked bone dry of new posts so I figured I might as well liven it up a little bit and attempt to continue blogging. (Note attempt. If you haven't already guessed, I'm not so hot at keeping a journal either.)

Right now I'm quite scatter-brained. Or perhaps I'm not brained at all. Maybe my head is just a nice random hollow space with no brain, nothing there. 'Cause I really can't think of what I want to say. It's wwwwwwwweeeeeeeiiiiiiirrrrrddddddddddddd. I had a really weird dream last night. I'm not sure what it was all about. But I'm positive that it was weird. The only person I can remember who was in it was Tanner. Yeah, weird, I know. I'm blaming it on my psycho mind though. I would much prefer to be dreaming about Sam, thank you very much.

... Although... Last time I had a dream with Sam in it, it scared the crap out of me. I wasn't coherent and I couldn't tell what was the dream and what was really going on. Really freaky I tell you.

I don't ever remember what I've mentioned so far in my blog-y... So I'm sorry if I repeat anything previously mentioned. I'm much too lazy to go back and read everything I've said. The biggest thing, I think, is:

SAM AND I ARE A COUPLE! :)

Yes, WONDERFUL, isn't it? Bah, he makes me so happy, I just don't know where to start. I wish I could just be with him all the time. He's perfect, just PERFECT. If I've already said that somewhere in the abyss of posts... Well oh well! I could just say it over and over and over and never get sick of saying it. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I'M BAD AT THIS BLOGGING THING...

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!! It's like the story of my freaking life. :) (Sorry I don't feel up to going and fixing the format so deal with it.)

Promise- Matchbox Romance

What would you say if I asked you not to goTo forget everyone, forget everything and start over with meWould you take my hand and never let me goPromise me you'll never let me goAnd now the stars aren't out tonight,But neither are we to look up at themWhy does hello feel like goodbye?These memories can't replace,These wishes I wished and dreams I chasedTake this broken heart and make it rightI feel like I lost everything when you're goneLeft remembering what it's like to have you here with meI thought you should know,You're not making this easyI never thought I'd be the one to sayPlease don't, well please don't leave meI feel like I lost everything when you're goneLeft remembering what it's like to have you here with meI thought you should know,You're not making this easyYou're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)Take my hand and never let me go,Take my hand and never let me go,Promise me...You'll never let goYou'll never let goYou'll never let goYou'll never let goMake this last foreverI feel like I lost everything when you're goneLeft remembering what it's like to have you here with meI thought you should know, you're not making this easyYou're not making this easyYou're not making this easyYou're not making this easyYou're not making this easyI'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

WOW

I just have to say...

That last night was absolutely AMAZING.

Wow... I don't know, I just still in completely awe of how much fun I had. I don't care that the car ran out of gas (Lol), or any of that. I totally feel like... like nothing can stop me. Infact, I ENJOYED cleaning up the leaves today. That is how good of a mood I am in. I don't know what it is about that Sam... he does weird things to me. But they are GOOD weird things. :))))

Engulfed

Here is a poem that I wrote for English and I really, really like it. I hope you all can relate to it and enjoy it as well.



Shivering and trembling ravages my body
with the bass, the beat, the beautiful rumble.
It's like a drug, addicting, and it's
beckoning me,
taunting me,
forcing me;
to dance,
to thrash,
to swell with emotion.
It liberates my fear, anger, joy, and love.

The melodies are woven
into the protest of harmonies.
It's blasting,
wrenching,
schreeching,
threatening;
and pulsing the vibrations and lyrics through my soul.

It's pushing my limits,
overflowing,
bursting.
I'm strolling, tip-toeing, through the chords,
the screams,
the chaos,
and the pounding.

I smell the fury.
I taste the misery.
I feel the desperation.
The song plunges me deep and the chorus engulfs me.

Life is FABULOUS

YAY!!!!! THANK YOU FOR FINALLY TELLING ME, SAM!

I'M GOING TO SADIES WITH SAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so so so sooooo incredibly excited! In fact, Nikki and I have already planned everything we are going to do and I just absolutely can not wait. Hehe, and our shirts are pretty freaking tight too. Wow... going to a dance is quite... thrilling. A nice adrenaline rush. Too bad I don't usually have the money to do so more often. Thank you, birthday. LoL Hmm... well I'm not sure what to say cause that was pretty much the highlight of my... well... FOREVER. :P

PEACE OUT.

YAY!

* does a dance*

SAM'S COMING HOME, SAM'S COMING HOME, SAM'S COMING HOME

HEY-HEY-HEY-HEY!!!!!!!

Hahaha, I've missed my Sam to death, I'm so glad he's going to be home! I really really really want to see him. YES, SAM, I"VE MISSED YOU MADLY! COME BACK TO ME! Oh gosh, I should really being doing math homework right now but I'm NOT! If this seems obsessive in any way what-so-ever, eh, I'm sorry. I'm just slighty out of it at the moment. I just feel like randomly ranting on about life. And it's so much easier to type it all than painstakingly write it all down in my journal and suffer through numerous hand and wrist cramps. :P

Oh and Samuel, you need to answer me back boy!!! Goodness gracious. I WANT NOVEMBER 15TH TO COME! No... I just want the weekend to come then I can start wanting the 15th to come. :)))))))))))) *sigh* I'm not sure what else to write. I'm just having so much fun typing... Blah, okay I'm done now. Hee hee.

^_^!

Songs That You CAN'T Live Without

ETERNAL REST-AVENGED SEVENFOLD

TEARS DON'T FALL-BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

LAST RESORT-PAPA ROACH

BECOMING THE BULL-ATREYU

TILTING THE HOURGLASS-ALESANA

FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON-BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

TWO WEEKS-ALL THAT REMAINS

YOU'RE GONNA GO FAR, KID-THE OFFSPRING

I DON'T CARE-FALL OUT BOY

LAST THREE LETTERS-ALESANA

COME ON GET HIGHER-MATT NATHANSON

THE KILL-30 SECONDS TO MARS

THE PARTY SONG-EMERY

GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER-PAPA ROACH

THE DIARY OF JANE-BREAKING BENJAMIN

REVERSE THE CURSE-ESCAPE THE FATE

GET IT UP-MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE

MY MOVES ARE HOT (WHITE HOT THAT IS)-COBRA STARSHIP

THE CITY IS AT WAR-COBRA STARSHIP

GET SOME-CHEVELLE

BLOW-ATREYU

TEN THOUSAND FISTS-DISTURBED

DON'T TRUST ME-3OH!3

THE FAD-CHEVELLE

FENCES-PARAMORE

BEAST AND THE HARLOT-AVENGED SEVENFOLD

STOLEN-DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL

PRETTY HANDSOME AWKWARD-THE USED

I'M SO SICK-FLYLEAF

LOVE TODAY-MIKA

MONSOON-TOKIO HOTEL

DOOMSDAY-ATREYU

HIT THE FLOOR-BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

VITAMIN R-CHEVELLE

HOME-THREE DAYS GRACE

WE WON'T BACK DOWN-ESCAPE THE FATE

BREATH-BREAKING BENJAMIN

THE FLOOD-ESCAPE THE FATE

THE WEBS WE WEAVE-ESCAPE THE FATE

AMBROSIA-ALESANA

SWEET SACRIFICE-EVANESCENCE

LET IT ROCK-KEVIN RUDOLF AND LIL WAYNE

THE GUILLOTINE-ESCAPE THE FATE

THE PLOT TO BOMB THE PANHANDLE-A DAY TO REMEMBER

WELL ENOUGH ALONE-CHEVELLE

MISERY BUSNIESS-PARAMORE

NOT ALONE-ALL THAT REMAINS

FULLY ALIVE-FLYLEAF

ALL AROUND ME-FLYLEAF

THE SHARPEST LIVES-MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

SCREAM-AVENGED SEVENFOLD

SITUATIONS-ESCAPE THE FATE

DIG-INCUBUS

ANTISAINT-CHEVELLE

THE BIRD AND THE WORM-THE USED

SLOW BURN-ATREYU

DOWN WITH THE SICKNESS-DISTURBED

POP-NSYNC

Fun Dates!!!

• Ice skating
• Miniature Golfing
• Bowling
• Walking At Night/Twilight
• A Day At The Beach
• Going To The Zoo
• A Sporting Event
• Board Games Night
• Seeing a Movie/Movie Night
• Laser Tag
• Paintballing
• Sledding
• Messing Around At The Mall
• Rock-climbing
• Go To An Aquarium
• Planetarium
• A Concert
• Go To An Amusement Park
• Go To An Arcade
• Make Cookies
• Waterpark
• Go To A Park
• A Dance Party (Oh ya!)
• Just Drive And Make It Up As You Go!

These are just some things I think would be fun. I didn't put everything that I could think of on here, just the basics. :))

WELCOME

So, I decided that I would have a little fun and start a blog. I love writing in my journal but somethings should be shared and I want to share so a blog would be a good way of doing so. So pretty much this is for the entertainment of myself and for the amusement of the reader. I'll try to stay updated and post something everyday or so... but life happens you know? It could take longer than I think to get back around to it again... but check back frequently cause I do love my posts!
Also, feel free to comment anything, or check out my profile, or whatever floats your little boat. I hope you enjoy this. Btw: never use your last name. An initial will do, cause this blog can be read by anyone and we don't want anyone scary coming and hunting you down. I would never want any of you wonderful people to be in that situation. ^_^ TA!

Places I Want to Go...

• Rome, Italy
• Athens, Greece
• London, England
• Disneyworld!
• New York, New York
• Seattle, Washington
• Tokyo, Japan
• Hong Kong, China
• Singapore
• Maui, Hawaii
• Dubai, United Arab Emirates
• Iceland
• Las Vegas, Nevada
• Cabo San Lucas, Mexico
• Lake Victoria, Kenya
• Cairo, Egypt
• Sydney, Austrailia
• Taj Mahal, India
• Yellowstone, Wyoming
• The Dead Sea
• Mt. Everest!
• Barcelona, Spain
• Machu Picchu, Peru
• Cancun, Mexico
• The Bahamas
• Taiwan
• Chicago, Illinios
• Miami, Florida
• Denmark
• Switzerland
• Germany
• Polynesian Islands

Pet Peeves/Hates

• Bands that all sound the same.
• People who mumble or don't speak up.
• Girls that screech and squeal all the time. C'mon, it's so obnoxious.
• Overreaction/blowing things out of preportion.
• Awkward silences.
• When people do thier math in pen.
• Old people or just people who keep reusing the same tissue over and over while storing it in their pocket between each use. Sick. I would not want my pocket all snotty.
• The stupid BYU/U of U feud... It's just stupid football!!!
• Other other feud between Batman and Superman. Let's just screw them both cause Iron Man is the best. :)
• When people start to say something and then stop and aren't willing to go on or they give a shaded meaning and aren't willing to explain when asked.
• When someone puts themself into a situation and then reacts like they didn't expect it to happen when the outcome was obvious.
• Conversation killers.
• Hearing the same story over and over and over and over.
• The Beatles. I'm sorry Beatle fans but they aren't that snazzy.
• Periods. Too much blood and painful cramps. >=(
• Winter. Curse the cold!
• Acne.
• Die hard sports fans. *rolls eyes*
• Jeans that aren't tight enough!
• Name brand clothing. I don't mind them on others. But I'm strictly non-name brand.
• Guys who don't try what-so-ever to look nice.
• Jeans or pants that aren't long enough.
• Shirts AND pants that are TOO LOW. No guys, me seeing your underwear is not cool or fun to look at in any way.
• People who are completely full of themselves and think they're all that when they AREN'T.
• When guys have piercings. Not attractive.
• When women other than one's own mother uses the mother tone towards you.