Nature

Nature is so beautiful. I forget how much I love to be out in it. I forget sometimes how much I love the mountains and just being able to walk and smell and see everything around me. Nature just has that heavenly feel about it. If you ever need to just to get away from the world, go up in the mountains and go for a walk. Instant content. I kinda wish I lived a little closer to the mountains just so I could go more often... But oh well. Just a random thought.

People Are Weird

Through working at the movie theater, I have discovered that I am probably one of the most sane people ever to walk the earth. It's mildly surprising to see all the people out there and how very odd they are... And I realize how very surrounded I am by good people and how my neighborhood is absolutely wonderful. I've never had negative influences around me. It's just crazy that there is that whole world that you know is out there full of crazy people but you've just been sheltered from it for so long. High school gives you a glimpse, but it's still just mind blowing some times.
Just a random thought.

Ever Had Those Days...?

Have you ever had one of those days.... Where you just aren't happy? And you aren't sure why... But you really do know why, deep down inside, but you're just in denial because you don't want anyone else to know why it is? And every bit of your being wants to explode and say what's on your mind but you know you can't because you'll hurt someone close to you?
So how do you fix this unhappy feeling? Cause you know that no matter what you do, nothing is going to change unless you tell this person what's on your mind? But either way you go it's a losing situation! So you are just stuck in a rut. 'Cause if you tell them, they get all hurt and offended, but then if you don't tell them, nothing will get fixed and you'll remain unhappy.
So which is more important? Your happiness, or the happiness of the other person...???

And this is what happens when I think my thoughts out loud. Ta da.