Just a Couple Thoughts

It's interesting how the one person you want to talk to most, that you want to feel close to and happy with... Is the person who never asks you if you want to spend time together and neglects talking to you. Then there is everyone else in the world with their buckets of concern and I just kick their stupid buckets over and watch them stretch thin and useless. I don't want them. I want him.

I was happy with him. I always will be happy with him. No one could replace him. Even if he leaves me for someone else, which I know he won't, but if he did... He would be the only one in my heart. I will love him forever. And that's not a lie or said light-heartedly. I WILL love him forever.

Dang.

Wow, I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted something on here. I dunno, life is just... AHHHHH! I don't know. Ups and downs, just like it always is. There isn't anything I wanted to particularly focus on, I just wanted to post something. Anything. Maybe I'll do better this time around. Peace out.

Nature

Nature is so beautiful. I forget how much I love to be out in it. I forget sometimes how much I love the mountains and just being able to walk and smell and see everything around me. Nature just has that heavenly feel about it. If you ever need to just to get away from the world, go up in the mountains and go for a walk. Instant content. I kinda wish I lived a little closer to the mountains just so I could go more often... But oh well. Just a random thought.